rockstar_otouto: (kill me now plz ☆ defeat)
Hiiragi Jun ([personal profile] rockstar_otouto) wrote2009-09-17 09:33 pm

Entry ☆ 66

I-I swear I didn't want to do that with Kakeru! He just.. was suddenly there infront of Uta-chan when I was trying to kiss her and.. and then...

[yeah, that sound you hear? It's Jun literally headdesking followed by a pathetic sounding whimper]

Why did my first kiss have to be with a guy?

[identity profile] rockstar-otouto.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
.... It could've gone better.

[identity profile] mypace-musume.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
I was hoping for juicy details, but okay. I guess that's answer enough. My condolences.

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[identity profile] rockstar-otouto.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
If you really wanna know.. She just said that it was her and not me.

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[identity profile] mypace-musume.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
That's not very specific of her.

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[identity profile] rockstar-otouto.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I tried asking why but she just stuck to that answer.

... It makes me feel like it was me. Did I not try hard enough..?

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[identity profile] mypace-musume.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
I... don't know Quinn very well, and I don't know much about relationships either. I'm not a good person to ask.

But I think you should take her at her word. You have to assume she's being honest with you... Because if she isn't, the relationship was doomed anyway, and it really was her.

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[identity profile] rockstar-otouto.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
I-I guess. I've got bad luck with women.

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[identity profile] mypace-musume.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
You're pretty young. And most relationships at your age aren't going to work out. Just do your best... And try not to overdo it. Actually, maybe that's the most important thing.

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[identity profile] rockstar-otouto.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
I'm.. kinda surprised I didn't overdo it with Quinn.

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[identity profile] mypace-musume.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe you're mellowing as you age. Like wine. Or something.

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[identity profile] rockstar-otouto.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
I thought women were supposed to be like wine?

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[identity profile] mypace-musume.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
They are? I might be mixing my metaphors.

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[identity profile] rockstar-otouto.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
I think? I heard it in a movie once.

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[identity profile] mypace-musume.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
Well, okay, if wine is too feminine for you, I guess you can age like cheese?

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[identity profile] rockstar-otouto.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
But cheese sometimes get gross.

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[identity profile] mypace-musume.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
The metaphor is perfect.

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[identity profile] mypace-musume.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
Just take care not to turn into a dirty old man like me and you'll be fine.

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[identity profile] rockstar-otouto.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
I won't.